➹Sadness➹

IN THIS FEW DAY I NO ONLINE BECAUSE...
START THE STORY HERE!

In this short days since so many things happened.. Since may blow to my first, be like this…
The truth is that...
Two days before I tell my mum I took the sixth.. I don't know why I say, is a feeling.
haiz.. Then, she without a word start scole me ..
scole and scole everyday I come back from tuition ,skul, wake up.
she also scole and scole none stop.

Yesterday I just feel realy very tired, then homeword and also tuition word all I finish d..
then I only go sleep..lolx..suddelly feel tired wanna slp like that also gv scole..LOL..==
Dunno wan hw to do..This Feel realy very hurt..that day sohai again..haha..
first time so toil..T.T my eye damn red also black colour like that..
then suddely headache again that moment was nobody knw wat happen wit me..all my family.
haiz, so toil..then they keep scole again..

People will inevitably backwards right? Izzit I say wrong? Like that also mine false again?!
Later all fren going to take report card d..but I no going..
why? the reason is..my mumy dunwan go take because said me too bad! NVM,dun said abt this again..

we have sinned against you? LoL..CAN you dun keep use like that kan bu qi de yan sheng keep seeing us? We laugh? We play? Izzit like that u also unhappy? LoL,u cn ply u cnt arh? ==
I knw u hav somany ppl protect la..dun always think u so pro!
U always saying my fren..u hav think before?
If ur fren say u like that, u will hw? z
Nw we pass ur class also keep very silent edi..u still wan we hw? ==

-18.6.2010-

-18.6.2010-

went Melaka ply and also went Muar eat..

Haha~ So funny and Happy..a short post..=]

Tomolo afternoon wan go back liao..

Monday reopen skul zor.

Went Melaka de pahlawan shopping..walk untiil leg pain..5 hours~

and saw somany lenq zai and also lenq lui..haha~

cut3~

My dear didi

70 Otak-otak..Yummy~

Mii~

going to night so bright..

Jie, and Jess

Jie and Jess~

My cousin

Mummy and my dear didi

-End Trip-

At Jb~

At car take ..


so Dark going to night d..haha..at car~



haha~ simply take take..


Wah~ haha..nw 2.18 liao..huhu~
Everyday i saying go to jb nw oni go..
haha~ Song wor~ mayb tomolo will go Melaka..hahax..
The pendrive lose liao..lol
Find so long also no see it! LoLx
Like hav leg..== lol
Later mayb going to ply sdo le..
Haha~ A short post..=]

So Bored~

Yesterday went see the The Phantom Of The Opera de movie~
Damn sien..sing sing sing..feeling sleepy zor~
Haiz..Midnight mayb will real back hometown liao lor~
hope this time wont put aeroplane again..TT
This few day somany Friend go trip zor~Siienx..
Here~ Anyone have play china de sdo..? Damn Nice~hehe..
Yesterday eat zong zi lor..Yummy~! Mumy do geh.sure nice..haha
Now have any nice movie intro me?
Any Nice song? All day feel bored ...sei zor~

I so Miss JB de Otak-otak..i wan eat..><
Sad~ always fang fei ji...haiz
Strawberry i like it so much..Haha~
Waiting cousin come back..Take! XD

Wish ur zi chuang qu ...will complete..!
Haha~ excited! Jiayou..ぬひむす
- + - + - + - =【==】
LoL..haha~ idiot..KNS
Shih Ling always said me..><

Worry~

Woots! just now go kor de blog again..Lolx..haha~ said until me so song~
Tired lor..Just nw just come back..go somany bank ==
pay things..then go qiant..lolx..windy , so song~
And yesterday jie de things..haiz..
worry she until cnt slp..lolx
seeing she ply sdo until my eye pain..red red de..
like hong yan jing..
then hav some guy scold her.. then@%^%&..
seeing the conversations..@@
until 4.10Am..then she kept calling me go slp..
but i cnt slp lor..and my eye realy very pain..
then i think so much..slp at ke ting again..>< @@
yesterday real let me knw somanythings...
wei..dun worry me lor..abo later i ....
haha~ i wish u knw me..=] That all..TaTa =)

寂静的夜晚,生病了..

哎~为什么我酱快又生病了啊!

HArchiuu! HArchiuu! 啊!! 很辛苦咯..哎~

刚才到处在找要吃..不过都没药吃了..真的是!

唉~呜呜~我现在只知道,明天我一上线,你就会骂我了.

.不过也许今晚后,真的让我彻底的伤心..难过..><

知道吗? 今天你很傻哦~ 和我说..一句让我很开心的事..

你每天都在我不开心的时候陪着我,鼓励我..^^ 听了真的很开心.

.听到你说了一句不该说的话..对不起!每次你不开心时我都帮不到你..你真的很傻..

相信我..我会没事的..我的痛,我的伤..只有我自己能让它痊愈..

藏在心里的事,很多我都说了出来,不过为什么..我却无法更加的开心呢?

却变得更伤心,更失落~

我刚才无意间看到姐msn的一段话..

唉~我又看了,我不该看的东西..真的很…

.一直以来我不想面对的东西,却在一次浮现在我脑海里…

我真的很不想再去想了~不过..哎~为什么每一次都要这样对我?

我已经进我的能力,去做我可以做的事了..为什么你却?

你要我读好书,好!!!我读,考试看书看到困了..

也不敢关上眼睛,一关上就做恶梦..真的很难受..考试期间,好辛苦~很累.

.考试成绩出来了..你还说这样吧了吗..你不是考到很好! 对！不好不好!

那又怎样? 你是否知道,我有多么痛苦~在这段期间!

你却说我…你说的每一句话..我重来就没有说过任何一句..头晕常常发作~

哼！就因为姐姐那件事吗? 我真的不知道! 你可以不要逼我吗? 我说了!

姐姐开始讨厌我..我不计较! 可是,有时我真的不知道~算了~

心里面的痛,你永远都不知道..我要求的只是那一点点,你开心..真的有这么难吗?

现在,我什么也不希望了..我只希望拥有着一班好友^^

现在又要2点了哦~一点的失望~呜呜..

没得去JB了~星期一我回去补习陪你的..不要怕..哈哈啊~^^

不去了~选择留下来陪你..免得你闷死了..希望我快点好起来了咯..晚安^^

Haha~ a very sohai de post haha~

thinking so long wan or dunwan update this post..=]

看看..

永不退缩

任贤齐

制作:陈小烟 QQ:5288398

就算我现在什么都没有

擦掉了眼泪还是抬头要挺胸

面带

我越挫越勇我永远不退缩

不要小看我别问我有几两重

风再冻 雨再猛

我会站着像英雄

脚踏一阵风

肩上扛着一条龙

任你笑 我作梦

就算难过也不痛

把伤心的碎片包一包带走

回家慢慢黏好再来过

我会让你拍拍我的肩膀说

看不出来 你还不错

就算我现在

已经什么都没有

擦掉了眼泪

还是抬头要挺胸

面带笑容不气馁往前冲

我越挫越勇

我相信有一天

你会回到我的身边

看一个没有走的我

这痛算什么

让你赶也赶不走

将来的每一天

会是晴朗的天空

握住我拳头

要忍耐过每分钟

我知道在前方

有人会等着我

希望我的努力能让你感动

我仍会默默的站在你背后

喜怒哀乐都会陪着你度过

你会看到我的爱永不退缩

就算我现在

已经什么都没有

擦掉了眼泪

还是抬头要挺胸

面带笑容不气馁往前冲

我越挫越勇

我相信有一天

你会回到我的身边

看看一个没有走的我

就算我现在

已经什么都没有

希望在明天

还是抬头要挺胸

面带笑容不气馁往前冲

我越挫越勇

我相信有一天

你会回到我的身边

看一个没有走的我

笑容不气馁往前冲

今天,没什么东西要写..呵呵..

相信这首歌很多人都听过了对吧..

记得做什么事都要坚持到底..不要轻易放弃..

无论遇到什么事,都不放手..相信有一天你会成功的..

加油！

面对现在该面对的现实..^^

你也可以一样的开心..因为你选择祝福,期待..=]

Long Time No post Chinese de le~六月的雨

今天,真的是没有胃口吃..唉~累..
昨天真的很气咯..补习回来..妈妈就说很有可能没回了..
因为说什么我又补习..唉~
干吗? 又拿我来过桥啊~着几年来都事这样..
也许朋友说得对! 大人的事我们永远永远都差不了手,开不了口..
哎~我为什么连勇气都没有了..
起来到现在只说了一声妈咪早安..然后一直就没说话了..很累~
大人真的...为什么想的和我们永远都不一样...算了~
不想说了...我不会在想多多了..

有没有发觉到啊?
上次是一近到三月..就不停的下雨..
现在呢?哈哈哈~六月的雨..^^
现在耶好像一直下起雨来...
呃..有没有看仙剑奇侠传,哈哈~现在想回这部戏..
突然就想会很多很多的东西..
这部戏好好看...
哈哈~以前就像白痴这样追着3个版本..日日夜夜都在看..哈哈
那是在外婆家..

哎哟~
最近真的是很够力..><
姐姐的朋友告诉他说...
他说我...发觉你的妹妹好像有情绪化..呜呜~
这是真的吗? 真的吗...? 好像说到我像神经似的..
我承认我有时候真的是这样..
要哭就哭到很够力..
笑也可以不停地..
没有表情也是可以...
如果这一切是真的那我该怎么办? 哎哎哎哎哎~

嘉莹,我很早就知道你其实很烦..
不开心,但是我只想知道你到底现在开心吗?
哎~你却说我没事啊..我很好..
心里真的有点不知要说什么..明明就有是嘛..
其实我不怪你..我知道你最近真的很烦..
我也不想再烦你了..如果你真的不行了,你不妨来找我..
我可以给你依靠吗? 我不懂~哎~
算了..我有时真的很惹人厌..我知道..
嘉莹,也许我真的要和你说声抱歉! 我这次真的无法改变..
就算这次你生我的气..我也没话说..

这几年来我都是这样~
关心自己..我不懂要怎样关心~也许我觉得没有必要~因为我很好..
我不如花些时间在你们的身上..
相信每个人都不想别人太担心他..不想让其他人不开心..
在这个假期,虽然很闷..但是..
我真的看到很多事..啊~也发生了很多事..
但是也许在这个假期..开学后我会对我自己有很大的变化~
也许会变得静静吗? 不知~
只知道到最后只剩你陪着我,还有音乐~没有其他的了..
静静的开开心心的过着每一天..
六月的雨^^ ..开心

June 10~

XDXDXD!! sot zor~LOL!
Feel so happy again..haha
Okay~! ShiMin if later u realy hav go tuition..
i tell u all things! hahax..later we sure play until siao also laugh non stop..
hahaha! see me later hw to ply you..wakakak!!
Aiyokk..Later tuition 3 hours..sure very cold..
hahaha, 3 hours leh.. gv me ply..^^

I like star so much..XD
Chging my blog again..to all star..=]
Just nw online saw mewind no happy..='(
Sad! Nw make she happy back..haha
I feel so happy nw !! ^^
I will always beside u all , support you <3
If no happy find me..wakkaka!

Simply write~

XDD~ This few day feel happy..yea!
hehex..Hear song many nice song..LoL
And also Night alway No slp..Tired!
Seeing movie until slp..5am Like that..
Feel so Hot..Then after 3 hours wake up le..
And also continue onlineING ...XDD

LoL! Shimin yesterday gv u zha dao i Ntg to said d...
Said no hav go tuition..Then last minute come..Lolxx
Shih Ling they all tiok cua..saw u come! haha
Cut hair d..Look Nice~ =x
haha~ Lol..
Dunno what happen wit you..
Always say Fat d Fat d, Lolx..
No feel also..hahaha!

Haiz! Nw i'm feeling so sad!!
My parent quarrel again..
mumy say wan li huan again..SAd..
I hope that all no real lor..
if is real..i real cnt stay at here again..
Haiz..Sad! Why always want do like that..
All i also cant hlp them..haiz

^^

LoL! Love This Colour! nice


simply do do...XD.. Nice?

XDD~ New me again! hahaxx!! Yesterday feel so bored also dunno wan do what..

Then simply take take pix..

Hehe~

Today feel so happy..dunno why..

But have a bit sad..

ShiMin, today u realy no hav go tuition?

Why no go lehh? haiz..

Always copy mine one..Last time i said nxt a whole week i no go..Go Jb!

Then u said then u hw? 1 people.i said..gv u learn berdikari! LOL

Nw u copy me, say this to me..><

Sad leh..u no hav go..i so bored de lor..

No people play wit me..kacao me..talk wit me..

Haix! Today tuition having somany spelling..!!

If can then come lor..

If cnt then nvm zor~

Wish you hav come @@

Still Rmb?

Hehe~ still remember...
Friday i buy 2 big lolipop to jiaying and also..munching
hehe..because da du lose d..
Then i buy this 2 big lolipop to u 2~
haha..Hope you 2 like it..
LoL! haha..first time see so expensive..but also wan pei ..hehe
RM 10++..but nvm who call i lose you d..haha ^^
Nw anyone hav ply sdo again?
Find me play lehh..
i so bored..

holiday edi~

Although the holiday, but still have a lot of homework to do.
Hish! Holiday bored and bored ..
Yesterday Somany fren went station 1..lim tea!
TT, i cnt go..LoL! Siien~
At here Wish you all happy holidays..
Dunno want write what forgot d..

LoL! Yesterday morning go the bannk take the biyasiswa
Take money TT
Gv mum take d..i jia ziji..Sad Sad..

Last day~

Today so happy yea~
Later mayb hav go play gua..XD..Nw raining leh..=x
I hope it cn stop..abo later all place also cnt go..hehe
Last day School..Tomolo holiday again..Miss all my fren =x
Also Feel very happy..Going to JB again..haha..
Nice~

心里话~发泄!

今天，就像前几天咯..开心不到哪里去..
也许是今天那几句话..真的刺激,伤到了我吧..
我在这五年来..真的好久没想现在了咯..那么的不开心..伤心..
现在我真的尝试到过分,伤到的感觉是怎么样的了..
这几天我尝试的和你说话,也只不过那两三句罢了..
算了，我也真的不知道想说什么..不想再和你吵架,那些事在发生..
不去理会这一切了..重现在起!

上次,欣霓的话真的有刺激到我,我真的很谢谢你..
谢谢你这六个月的陪伴,真的让我懂了很多..
上次你告诉我的那句话，真的让我醒来了! 到底我在干什么,呵呵..从梦里醒来..
我对你和你真的很失望?
我不知道,要怎么说..为什么你们都要这样..

今天ws 告诉我后突然觉得很火..为什么讲到这样..你知道吗？
你那句话，误会了许多人..让我的朋友都误会了..
真的是时候说清楚了,不过我讲不出..
我们的关系就是这样的单纯!!!!没有别的关系..希望他们说的不是真的..
今天我真的有够够力！哈哈,在体育节..玩打手,shinyi的手都红了..
呵呵,我的双手也是红红的..不过我真的一点感觉也没,不感觉到痛!
也许这次我真的麻木了..不再有任何的感觉..

我不开心的原因可能是因为看到你,我真的很不想看到你..还有朋友!
为什么你要这样对我? 我到底做错了什么?
让你这样..我只想知道为什么你们那么的不开心,脸黑黑的..这样也有错吗?
关心也不可以吗? 算了~
命运..一切都有命运注定! 着一切是真的还是欺诈..是时候放了..
原来真的是这样的…你真的没变到..还是像以前那样..
不想再和你多说,我不知你是否知道..
这次我真的给你伤到很重很重,我的伤….哎!就连你也要这样我…

有时我在想与朋友同在一起玩乐我觉得很开心..
不过有时却让我很心痛,很伤心…
有时和家人同在一起感觉到什么叫幸福，满足..
但是眼睁睁看着他们在吵心里真的很难受,我却什么也做不到..失败吗?

Jiaying..

昨天我真的和你聊了很多很多~
才发现原来我现在才真的知道你在想些什么..呵呵..谢谢你对我的信任..
告诉我那么多,总之你啊..
不要乱乱想了啦.这件事我们都知道会有怎么么样的结果了咯..
干嘛~还让自己那么烦呢？
不要乱想了啦..你一点都不失败..失败的人并不是你!
你懂吗？不要自责了，好吗？
昨天你答应了我..不再想曾今不开心的事了..
开开心心的过接下来..加油！！
你真的做得到,不要在理了好吗？这样真的只会让你更加伤心

Moody~ @@

I think a long time d..wan or dunwan write blog~ okiie! decide tell out at here!
Today is me First time like that so unhappy..Moodly..a whole day at skul..
hehe, Hye all fren i'm Fiine! But izzit real? LoL..Talking rubbish things!
Moodly Moodly and Moodly..!!
Why will like that i also dunno..somany thing gv me to thing?
Wakao~Today i dunno why..what i'm doing the stupid thing!
Why? i talk to taryn talk and talk suddenly wan cry? LoL ==
First time like that..With tears in eyes..hishh..!!
Then i kept silent a whole day..and non talk..
Walao~ i dunwan to let they all knw i'm so sad..so fan..i think until me headache..
at the moment..stand also ccan property..so pain!!
Nobody was knw what i'm thinkin this all..oni..S* hehe..
i told you somany..i go toilet..pua inside toilet say again!
I realy cnt tahan d..That day i straight scole the guy!
Pass by the class quiet..huhu..
Then go back class...Saw the exam result! Damn bad..Sad...
Jz nw chat wit JY nw i oni rely realy de knw Jy was thinking..Anyway thx you..
Ntg wan write le..Nite x.x